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Inside Out (2015)
Cried like a baby
I am a 20 years old girl going through a break up. I decided to cut contact with my ex love interest a month ago when I founded out that he was cheating on me. Since then, I kept myself extremely busy with work (I'm a waitress so I'm doing a pretty demanding physical work every day: 10 to 20 km of walking through the restaurant). I get along mostly well with my coworkers, it's not my dream job but it's something temporary that I enjoy for keeping me busy and making some money.
Because I don't really have free time to think about my ex I just enjoy the present moment, or at least I am trying to. During the day I am pretty goofy and make people laugh a lot. When it's a stressful atmosphere I either use humor to make my colleagues laugh or I just keep my emotions for myself.
In the last weeks, I started drinking every night a few glasses of rum. It helps me fall asleep easier and the music sounds better. However I started feeling dissociated of my body, I cannot connect with anyone and I cannot empathize with what others are feeling. After a long day of being nice to everyone I just want to watch a movie, drink alcohol and eat a lot of unhealthy food. I don't have any hope for the future and I find it hard to imagine that I will every be able to feel happiness again, especially if I will see my ex. I don't know if I can be honest with him if we ever talk again because I'm afraid I will have my feelings invalidated. I am just too scared and anxious.
Today I watched this movie and the first time I started crying like a baby was when Sadness listened to Bing Bong's feelings. After that scene I kept crying during the movie. I didn't cry like that in a lot of time and I really missed it. It felt amazing. Definitely a movie to enjoy when you are going through hard stuff.
3 metros sobre el cielo (2010)
Hard to relate
I couldn't empathise at all with the characters, I was annoyed at them and found them immature. I didn't like the way H treated Baby and I didn't like how she fell for it. Obviously, her behaviour was normal for an inexperienced high school girl but that's all. A lot of drama, no real emotional connection, no moments of real understanding and vulnerability, no rational decisions- a toxic relationship overall. Maybe you need to force yourself to believe those lies in order to feel something enjoyable while you're watching the movie. I felt I wasted my time in the end. I didn't learn anything from the movie and I wasn't able to draw any conclusions. I felt almost no emotion or empathy. At the beginning I felt bad, I thought that maybe it was something wrong with me. But then the movie went on and I realised that I'm not the problem.
BoJack Horseman (2014)
Best show
This show is incredibly witty with so many subtle ideas wrapped in the shape of a fun cartoon. It goes beyond entertainment, making you think and question the way you are thinking. It delivers philosophy, psychology and critical thinking in an incredibly creative way.
At first, it helped me dive into my dark instincts and question if the bad decisions I took were really bad. After, it helped me understand that it doesn't really matter. Life doesn't always have meaning. We just have meaningful moments on which we are trying to cling to. But overanalyzing things is not the way to go.
The feeling of shame brings out the worst in people. Worse that selfishness or greed or anything else. We shouldn't try so hard to reach a conclusion. Because after we do that, life goes on anyway. We can never put a final dot because the next day follows. All we can do is go on with our life and not be so hard on ourselves.
Avatar: The Last Airbender (2005)
Amazing seires
One of the best series I've ever seen. The character development is crazy.