The Man in the High Castle (TV Series)

Fire from the Gods (2019)

Chelah Horsdal: Helen Smith

Quotes 

• Helen Smith : Thomas is dead. Amy isn't ours any more, her mind belongs to the state. And Jennifer... well Jennifer has rejected us. We had three chances and we wasted them all.

  Reichsmarshall John Smith : That's where you're wrong, Helen.

  Helen Smith : If there is a better version of me out there somewhere, I want her to have my son because you and I, we don't deserve to have a child.

  Reichsmarshall John Smith : Are you saying you have a chance to see your son again and you're not going to take it?

  Helen Smith : I wouldn't want him to see what we have become.

• Jennifer Smith : The Negroes, the Jews, all those people. What happened to them?

  Helen Smith : Oh.

  Jennifer Smith : I need to hear it from you!

  Helen Smith : Okay, they... they sent them to camps.

  Jennifer Smith : And what did they do in the camps?

  Helen Smith : They forced them to work.

  Jennifer Smith : Then what? Where are they now?

  Helen Smith : They're gone. They killed them.

  Jennifer Smith : You and Daddy were a part of it.

  Helen Smith : Yes. Yes, we were. It... it was a different time. We felt like our world... it had just ended, it was a decision we made for one day that led to 20 years.

  Jennifer Smith : You could have escaped to the Neutral Zone.

  Helen Smith : We could have, yes. But we didn't.

  Jennifer Smith : So you joined the Party instead. Daddy was in the SS.

  Helen Smith : I did it because I believed in it. Not at first, but later I... I believed in all of it.

  Jennifer Smith : The camps where they killed the Jews and the Negroes?

  Helen Smith : All of it. They told us it was necessary. I didn't ask any questions. I didn't even think of those people until... oh... until we became those people.