Puella Magi Madoka Magica (TV Mini Series)

Atashitte, honto baka (2011)

Sarah Anne Williams: Sayaka Miki

Photos 

Quotes 

• Homura Akemi : Why are you doing this to your self? Why won't you trust me, can't you see I just want to help you?

  Sayaka Miki : Why don't I trust you? Maybe it's because I can tell what you really are. Maybe I know you're lying. You look like someone who's given up on everything. When you talk you use empty words. In fact you're doing it now. You say you wanna help me but I know that's what you're really thinking. You're not fooling anyone, uh-uh.

  Homura Akemi : Do you realize you're just making Madoka suffer more and more?

  Sayaka Miki : Madoka? This has nothing to do with her.

  Homura Akemi : You're wrong, everything has to do with her.

  [Homura transforms into her Magical Girl form] 

  Homura Akemi : . You're sharp. Yes, you're right about me. I don't give a damn if you live or die, I don't care. I just don't want Madoka to see you like this, as you destroy your self.

  [Homura walks up closer to Sayaka] 

  Homura Akemi : If you don't let me help you now you're going to die either way. You see, if you make her suffer any more, then I will... Kill you, right here right now. Sayaka Miki.

• Sayaka Miki : [Sayaka overhears two men talking trash about their girlfriends]  Hey you! I want to know more about your girl.

  Male Passanger 1 : What the?

  Sayaka Miki : I want to know more about the girl you guys were just talking about. Tell me more about her.

  Male Passanger 1 : You're like in Middle School kid, you should be home in bed.

  Sayaka Miki : Your girlfriend, I best she loves you and tries really hard to make you happy, doesn't she? I bet you know she does don't you? But instead of saying thanks, you sit there calling her a bitch, then dump her when she gets old.

  Male Passanger 1 : You know this kid?

  Male Passanger 2 : No.

  Sayaka Miki : Hey... Is this world even worth protecting? What have I been fighting for all this time? Answer me. Right now! come on tell me, or else!

  [Sayaka is overwhelmed by power] 

• Kyoko Sakura : [Kyoko comes upon Sayaka]  Finally I found you. So how much longer are you gonna do this stubborn thing huh?

  [Kyoko eats her chips] 

  Sayaka Miki : I'm sorry if I caused you any trouble.

  Kyoko Sakura : [between bites]  Seriously? Doesn't sound like you at all.

  Sayaka Miki : Yeah, you're right. I guess I just don't care anymore. I can't remember what was so important. What was worth protecting, you know? It's all a blank now. Doesn't make sense anymore.

  Kyoko Sakura : Hey come on...

  Sayaka Miki : [Sayaka reveals her corrupted Soul Gem]  Balance means good and bad have to zero themselves out, right? That's what you said. Or something like it. I think I understand what you mean now. The good thing is, I did save a few people, but the bad thing is, I got angrier and my heart filled up with envy and hate. I even hurt my best friend.

  Kyoko Sakura : Sayaka, your Soul Gem...

  Sayaka Miki : For all the happiness you wish for someone, someone else gets cursed with equal misery. That's how it works for Magical Girls, and that's how it is for me. I was so stupid, so stupid.

  [Sayaka's gem corrupts into a Grief Seed, a powerful energy throws Kyoko back] 

  Kyoko Sakura : [calling]  Sayaka!

• Madoka Kaname : Sayaka, you can't fight like that. You're lying if you say it doesn't hurt. It hurt just watching you, just because you can't feel the pain doesn't mean it's okay to hurt your self.

  Sayaka Miki : I don't have the nack for it. If I don't fight like that I can't win.

  Madoka Kaname : Even if you win every battle, it's not good for you. Can't you see that?

  Sayaka Miki : Then what is good for me? I've been turned into a monster, how can anything ever be good for me again?

  Madoka Kaname : Sayaka...

  Sayaka Miki : All I can do know is kill witches, that's my new purpose in life. I'm useless otherwise. I'm just a walking corpse pretending like I'm still alive. Who's gonna help me now? The way I am who'd want to? Why even think about?

  Madoka Kaname : But I wanna help. I just don't know what to do to make you happy again.

  Sayaka Miki : Then why don't you fight for a change? Wanna to know what Kyubey told me? You got more potential than anyone. You could be any witch, no problem and you wouldn't even suffer like I did.

  Madoka Kaname : But I... I just...

  Sayaka Miki : If you really want to help me, you should try putting your self in my shoes for a change, but you can't of course not. You won't even give up your humanity out of a pity for a friend!

  Madoka Kaname : It's not that I won't it's just...

  Sayaka Miki : You can do anything but you won't. You just sit there because it's okay if I'm the one who's suffering! Don't act like you care, it's obvious you don't!

  Madoka Kaname : [Sayaka starts to leave]  Sayaka wait.

  Sayaka Miki : Don't follow me.

  [Sayaka runs off alone and starts crying] 

  Sayaka Miki : I'm so stupid! How could I say those things? I'm hopelessly stupid!