Doja Cat was sick during her stand-out fashion moment. In an interview with L’Officiel, the 27-year-old rapper reveals that she was having stomach issues while covered in 30,000 hand-placed Swarovski crystals at Paris Fashion Week.

Doja tells the outlet that she “wanted to do something really major” for the Schiaparelli presentation, and fell “in love” with the sketches she received ahead of the event.

“I got to Paris, and I did a few shows before Schiaparelli. Super smooth, super easy, fun, loved it. I didn’t realize I had to get up at four in the morning [the day of the show] to get there by five or something,” she recalls. “So we get there, and I didn’t realize till I sat down in the chair that I had gastroenteritis. So I had gotten super ill.”

While sitting at the show, Doja began to “feel the twirling of a knife” in her stomach.

“The whole crew was so sweet.