Allison Holker‘s first video since Stephen “tWitch” Boss‘ tragic death is a message to fans who have supported her through this very “challenging and emotional” period in her family’s life.

The 34-year-old widow of the famed DJ took to Instagram on Saturday and posted a 1 minute, 43-second video in which she opened up about coming away inspired by all the lovely messages fans have shared following Boss’ death.

“I just wanna say thank you for all of the love and support you guys have sent to me and my family this time. It has been very challenging and emotional but you guys have brought so much hope and inspiration to us by sharing stories and memories and moments in different ways Stephen impacted your life, and it’s brought us so much hope and inspiration,” she said to start the video. “He was someone who was just beautiful.