I saw this in the Cannes market two weeks ago and it has lingered in my mind as one of the better offerings at the festival as a whole. It appears at first to be a gritty piece of social realism in the manner of Ken Loach but gradually evolves, adding touches of humour and wistful fantasy as the protagonists break out of their urban environment and settle into a road-movie routine. A late plot development introduces a blast of harsh reality and paves the way to a bitter-sweet conclusion. Polina Pushkaruk is excellent as Anya, the young woman determined to put her past behind her, and Vika Lobacheva utterly charming as the 13-year-old who plays on her heart-strings. This is accomplished filmmaking, and Ilmar Raag is clearly not a newcomer on the scene. He does not appear to have established himself as a name in the West, but hopefully I Won't Come Back is a first step towards changing that.
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An alternative take on the movie
Sachin_Chavan28 May 2018
Christine was a separate individual than Anya. But try and think of her as Anya herself, a few years younger. And that Anya is trying to get away from this smaller Anya whom she can't get rid of. As she faces the world, the little Anya within helps the grown up Anya to survive and she starts finding and liking her own self as a result. Eventually the younger Anya has loved her purpose, and the older gets home.
Touching and beautiful modern classic
rlaine26 September 2014
Warning: Spoilers
Saw this at the Helsinki International Film Festival. I try to catch Russian movies with subtitles every time I can and that's basically only possible during festivals. While this is a multi-national production with an Estonian director, the movie is essentially Russian.
Since there's quite a little info on this one so far, I'll open up the story a little. The movie is about Anya, a young woman who grew up in an orphanage, but has now got herself a job as an assistant to a professor at the university, with whom she also has an affair with. Then an old boyfriend from the orphanage shows up and gets Anya in trouble with the law. This leads to a runaway situation and Anya unwillingly hooks up with a younger girl Kristina - also orphan - who wants to travel to Kazakhstan to find her grandmother. The girls then start a long journey through Russia by hitchhiking.
The movie is essentially a road movie, but the focus is more on the girls rather than the people they meet on the road. Some people help, some people have other agendas. Anya also struggles with figuring out whether she should help young Kristina or concentrate on herself. These girls have never had a family and their capability of loving someone - themselves included - is put to test.
Both of the actresses are good, especially the one who plays young Kristina. It's amazing how she does certain scenes. The director was present at the screening and he told a few stories from the set and I got the impression he was just as awestruck by the level of acting the young actress could pull off, definitely some of the best acting from a child actress I've seen. Watch out for the scene at the cemetery, it's heart wrenching.
The movie is a small modern classic in my opinion. It's a simple and beautiful story which has qualities often found on classics that are filmed time and time again, but this is an original story as far as I know. The director said it was based on a play, but I couldn't find info whether the play was an old classic or a newly written one.
The movie is multi-dimensional, if you want it to be. I think the director said that he felt it is a modern fairy tale and that's exactly what it is. While the autumnal and wintery scenes of both urban and rural Russia look as realistic as they can, there are elements that may make you think if everything you see on screen is actually happening. This is a handled quite well and at one point near the end you will be able to make your own mind. In my personal opinion, there was one scene too much, I would've liked the movie to end before that, but it doesn't really make it considerably worse, just different.
The possible "fairy tale" element also makes it easier to overlook a few flaws in the script, if you want to see them as flaws. It seems as if the story starts in the autumn, but ends in the spring, which would mean the story spans for months. Unless the seasons differ so much between locations, but I doubt that. There's also the small detail that Anya has a fully working cell phone during the trip, which is a bit debatable.
The cinematography is really beautiful. The "rusty" urban scenes, rainy roadside views and the peaceful rural landscapes are all a pleasure to watch. Even if you didn't like the movie itself, the pictures on the screen are well worth the time spent watching.
Be prepared to get emotional. There were quite a few sobs in the audience. I think the director was expecting this as he was clearly looking at our faces and reactions when he walked in during the credits.
I'd wish this movie got proper attention and distribution, it's a small classic. Even tho it's a Russian movie, the story is universal and portrays Russia in a way that at least Finns really do not see in the media.
Since there's quite a little info on this one so far, I'll open up the story a little. The movie is about Anya, a young woman who grew up in an orphanage, but has now got herself a job as an assistant to a professor at the university, with whom she also has an affair with. Then an old boyfriend from the orphanage shows up and gets Anya in trouble with the law. This leads to a runaway situation and Anya unwillingly hooks up with a younger girl Kristina - also orphan - who wants to travel to Kazakhstan to find her grandmother. The girls then start a long journey through Russia by hitchhiking.
The movie is essentially a road movie, but the focus is more on the girls rather than the people they meet on the road. Some people help, some people have other agendas. Anya also struggles with figuring out whether she should help young Kristina or concentrate on herself. These girls have never had a family and their capability of loving someone - themselves included - is put to test.
Both of the actresses are good, especially the one who plays young Kristina. It's amazing how she does certain scenes. The director was present at the screening and he told a few stories from the set and I got the impression he was just as awestruck by the level of acting the young actress could pull off, definitely some of the best acting from a child actress I've seen. Watch out for the scene at the cemetery, it's heart wrenching.
The movie is a small modern classic in my opinion. It's a simple and beautiful story which has qualities often found on classics that are filmed time and time again, but this is an original story as far as I know. The director said it was based on a play, but I couldn't find info whether the play was an old classic or a newly written one.
The movie is multi-dimensional, if you want it to be. I think the director said that he felt it is a modern fairy tale and that's exactly what it is. While the autumnal and wintery scenes of both urban and rural Russia look as realistic as they can, there are elements that may make you think if everything you see on screen is actually happening. This is a handled quite well and at one point near the end you will be able to make your own mind. In my personal opinion, there was one scene too much, I would've liked the movie to end before that, but it doesn't really make it considerably worse, just different.
The possible "fairy tale" element also makes it easier to overlook a few flaws in the script, if you want to see them as flaws. It seems as if the story starts in the autumn, but ends in the spring, which would mean the story spans for months. Unless the seasons differ so much between locations, but I doubt that. There's also the small detail that Anya has a fully working cell phone during the trip, which is a bit debatable.
The cinematography is really beautiful. The "rusty" urban scenes, rainy roadside views and the peaceful rural landscapes are all a pleasure to watch. Even if you didn't like the movie itself, the pictures on the screen are well worth the time spent watching.
Be prepared to get emotional. There were quite a few sobs in the audience. I think the director was expecting this as he was clearly looking at our faces and reactions when he walked in during the credits.
I'd wish this movie got proper attention and distribution, it's a small classic. Even tho it's a Russian movie, the story is universal and portrays Russia in a way that at least Finns really do not see in the media.
Fantastic little road movie gem
rasjoha17 July 2022
Warning: Spoilers
Fantastic little gem here. Gorgeous cinematography of the desolate Russian landscapes, beautiful piano score and incredible acting by both of the girls. The car crash scene near the end felt weirdly rushed and uncalled for, but all in all a great watch.
The Deadliness of Lack of Love -- A flood of unexpected tears!
Barev201317 November 2014
The other CINEFEST 2014 film I wish to discuss here is called "I won't come back" (original Russian title "Я Не Вернюсь") a fantastic little masterpiece in the form of a road movie, but that's not what it's really about. What this fantastic film from Estonian helmer Ilmar Raag (46) is actually about is How Deadly it is in this cruel World to have Nobody who Loves you ~~ Lack of love can kill! -- and when it's too Late to repent ... It's just too damn late!
The first thing about this film is that although co-produced by Estonia Finland Kazakhstan and Byeloruss, and directed by an Estonian, there is nothing particularly Estonian about it except perhaps the overall sensitivity. The language is Russian and the setting is a large city, unidentified, possibly Minsk, and later the roads to Kazakhstan. The central drama is the relationship between two young female runaways, Anja, a university grad student (Polina Pushkaruk, 23, beautiful and perfect in the role) and feisty 13 year old orphan, Kristina, played by pudgy Vika Lubacheva in an amazing, unforgettable, juvenile performance so real it doesn't look like acting at all. The direction and the acting of the two girls -- their nasty conflicts and growing affection -- is exquisitely realized in an exciting road movie that turns into a tear jerker in the best sense of that term -- in other words a tragedy of classic Grecian proportions with a cathartic conclusion that left me stunned in my seat for ten minutes after the projection was over wiping away a flood of unexpected tears. The title of the film comes from Anja's final realization that the married professor she was having sex with and is so hung up on only sees her as a plaything -- partly at least because of the real love emanating from desperately unloved orphan Kristina -- and sends him a text message with the words "Ya Ne Vernus".(Awkward transliteration of the original Russian title)
This is a great film which I hope will be Seen everywhere. It came to Miskolc from Tribeca in New York and should be an entry in the next Oscar foreign Language category if they can figure out what country it should be entered under. (Byeloruss, Russian, Kazakhstan??) -- My feeling is that If it makes it to the Oscars "Ya Ne Vernus" will be a surprise winner. It is already atop my own Best Ten List for 2014. The question now is, will the Cinefest jury here also give it the recognition it deserves, or pass it up in favor of some highly questionable entry as was the case last when a total Turkey from Germany was declared Best film. (It lost out to another excellent film, "Class Enemy", but class is class, and both films were equally classy and equally deserving)
The first thing about this film is that although co-produced by Estonia Finland Kazakhstan and Byeloruss, and directed by an Estonian, there is nothing particularly Estonian about it except perhaps the overall sensitivity. The language is Russian and the setting is a large city, unidentified, possibly Minsk, and later the roads to Kazakhstan. The central drama is the relationship between two young female runaways, Anja, a university grad student (Polina Pushkaruk, 23, beautiful and perfect in the role) and feisty 13 year old orphan, Kristina, played by pudgy Vika Lubacheva in an amazing, unforgettable, juvenile performance so real it doesn't look like acting at all. The direction and the acting of the two girls -- their nasty conflicts and growing affection -- is exquisitely realized in an exciting road movie that turns into a tear jerker in the best sense of that term -- in other words a tragedy of classic Grecian proportions with a cathartic conclusion that left me stunned in my seat for ten minutes after the projection was over wiping away a flood of unexpected tears. The title of the film comes from Anja's final realization that the married professor she was having sex with and is so hung up on only sees her as a plaything -- partly at least because of the real love emanating from desperately unloved orphan Kristina -- and sends him a text message with the words "Ya Ne Vernus".(Awkward transliteration of the original Russian title)
This is a great film which I hope will be Seen everywhere. It came to Miskolc from Tribeca in New York and should be an entry in the next Oscar foreign Language category if they can figure out what country it should be entered under. (Byeloruss, Russian, Kazakhstan??) -- My feeling is that If it makes it to the Oscars "Ya Ne Vernus" will be a surprise winner. It is already atop my own Best Ten List for 2014. The question now is, will the Cinefest jury here also give it the recognition it deserves, or pass it up in favor of some highly questionable entry as was the case last when a total Turkey from Germany was declared Best film. (It lost out to another excellent film, "Class Enemy", but class is class, and both films were equally classy and equally deserving)
Not really a road movie or a buddy movie--a film that's unique
Red-12518 January 2015
The Eastern European movie Ya ne vernus (2014) was shown in the U.S. with the title "I Won't Come Back." It was directed by Ilmar Raag. I said the movie was "Eastern European" because the language is Russian, the director is Estonian, and the film includes scenes set in St. Petersburg, and--at least in the script--in Kazakhstan. (I wouldn't recognize any of the geographic locations anyway. Sometimes one of the protagonists--Anya--doesn't know exactly where she is either.)
Watching this film is a unique experience. It never telegraphs where it's going next, and, usually, it goes in a direction that you don't expect.
This movie is really hard to review without giving the plot away. We learn right in the beginning that Anya (played by Polina Pushkaruk) was raised in a orphanage. (We're never told about the conditions in the orphanage.) We first meet Anya when she's receiving a gold medal at graduation.
In the next scene, Anya is a graduate student, giving a lecture. Her supervisor arrives after class, and we learn that she and he are lovers, although he's married, and has a child. Still within the first 15 minutes of the movie, Anya is on the run, pretending to be much younger than she is so that she can stay at a shelter for homeless youth. It's there that she meets young Kristina--played superbly by Vika Lobachova--and that's where the story really begins.
It would have been relatively easy to swing into a traditional road/buddy movie style at this point, and that might have turned into an interesting film. That's not what happens in this movie.
Try to see this movie so that you can learn where director Raag goes with it. It's not an easy ride, but it's an interesting one. We saw this film in the wonderful Dryden Theatre at George Eastman House in Rochester, NY. If you're lucky, you'll find the movie at a similarly excellent venue. If not, it will work almost as well on the small screen.
Watching this film is a unique experience. It never telegraphs where it's going next, and, usually, it goes in a direction that you don't expect.
This movie is really hard to review without giving the plot away. We learn right in the beginning that Anya (played by Polina Pushkaruk) was raised in a orphanage. (We're never told about the conditions in the orphanage.) We first meet Anya when she's receiving a gold medal at graduation.
In the next scene, Anya is a graduate student, giving a lecture. Her supervisor arrives after class, and we learn that she and he are lovers, although he's married, and has a child. Still within the first 15 minutes of the movie, Anya is on the run, pretending to be much younger than she is so that she can stay at a shelter for homeless youth. It's there that she meets young Kristina--played superbly by Vika Lobachova--and that's where the story really begins.
It would have been relatively easy to swing into a traditional road/buddy movie style at this point, and that might have turned into an interesting film. That's not what happens in this movie.
Try to see this movie so that you can learn where director Raag goes with it. It's not an easy ride, but it's an interesting one. We saw this film in the wonderful Dryden Theatre at George Eastman House in Rochester, NY. If you're lucky, you'll find the movie at a similarly excellent venue. If not, it will work almost as well on the small screen.
an outstanding work of art
alphasolutions-3530016 June 2021
a sad but heartwarming movie
fionaxkwong23 May 2018
Warning: Spoilers
******spoilers?****** I really liked this film; I thought there was a lot of raw emotion and I felt a connection to the characters. I enjoyed watching Anya grow throughout the movie, accepting her new role as a caretaker and then finally allowing herself to be cared for as well. The movie begins with her as a more naïve, young girl, looking for love in places where she knows deep down it does not exist. As the movie progresses, she learns to love herself and other people, and learns what it means to be loved in return. She learns to have sympathy for those around her, something that many of the people in her life lacked. Ultimately, she travels a great journey in the name of love, and is able to find love at the end of that journey as well. All in all, I thought it was a good film and really embodied what it means to grow up and understand empathy and love.
Contrived script ruins good acting
juantheroux15 November 2021
Every step along the way is trite, cliche and the ending is not believable.
Fights, cops, chases, thefts, extortion, car accidents, death, nursery stories, histrionics, etc. All there just to liven things up. Would be OK in the usual action movie, but adds nothing here.
Fights, cops, chases, thefts, extortion, car accidents, death, nursery stories, histrionics, etc. All there just to liven things up. Would be OK in the usual action movie, but adds nothing here.
Deeply engaging and touching
the_oak2 January 2022
I Won't Come Back
zooterkins30 September 2018
The Title of the film is as much the theme of the main character's journey as it is her enigma. Sterility-of-function-Anya receives a rare, gold medal for her orphanage performance, at the beginning.. For this she can barely smile. We see her fierce soul evidence when she breaks from her peers to preserve her virginity--a strange, rare jewel in this film's harsh, Soviet-style paganism. I'll stop here, as the spirit of this character is much more than mere drama unfolding. Anya's roller coaster ride takes us through the machinations of decades of adult living in mere weeks, touching realities many person's whole lives are too timid to embrace. If you are a typical, Western 'zombie', this is not your movie to watch.
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