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i have seen Christian bauer's documentary "missing allen - the man who became a camera" several time now, on late night arte TV, and each and every time, it absolutely captivated me again.
Christian bauer's longtime friend and colleague allen ross, a filmmaker from chicago, disappears without a trace not long after finishing filming a docu with bauer. 4 years later, bauer and other friends of allen's go on a search for him, taking cameras with them, trying to uncover what has happened to him, whether he's chosen to start a new life - which he had previously mentioned- or whether something else has happened. plainly speaking: whether allen has been killed.
with them, you visit places where allen has lived. you get to know allen's father, looking through allen's mail hoping to uncover anything. you are with them as they find some of his most precious belongings, including his camera, stored in a garage. you are with them as they find his beloved car. with them as they search a garbage dump after hearing claims he was buried there.
the story they finally uncover is frightening and bizarre. so bizarre that it would be unbelievable if this were a fictional movie.
but life writes the strangest stories of all.
this docu is extremely personal. the flimmakers let you get so close to themselves, to allen, to his friends, to his father. so close it hurts.
so close that by the end of it, you the viewer, too, miss allen and are sad about his loss, and wish you had known him. you feel the pain they feel, feel their need to escape from what has happened to allen. their sadness and need to escape is most obvious when bauer interviews a fellow photographer & friend of allen's on a rooftop. asking him whether he misses allen. and the photographer, camera in hand, visibly shaken and close to tears, keeps lifting up his camera, taking photos of the camera filming him, instead of replying.
bauer just says: "i, too, hide behind the camera."
sadness transcends the screen. just like the love and admiration his friends felt for him. i've never seen a greater tribute to an artist and friend before.
i wonder what allen would have said if he saw it.
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